..dots and lines in chena's sky...

I just finished working but I can't go home yet 'cause we have this Cyberpress board meeting. I hope I get to be helpful somehow because I don't seem to have the energy to do much these days. I do get to submit the required one-story-a-day quota but what used to take me 30minutes to write now takes me an hour or two, sometimes even more.

Well yes I do YM and surf the Web in between which is why I take that long but that's because I would just keep staring at my monitor if I don't find something to do in between writing. I can't seem to be able to focus these days, or for the past few weeks that is. I thought my weekend in Naga would do the trick, I guess it did for a while (I had so much fun by the way--story in a separate post), but now I'm back to being spaced-out and distracted. I've been fending off work that should have been done way back, and I seem to need to drink (beer or whatever alcoholic drink I can grab) every night before I can sleep. And that is so not me, I'm like a pig who'd fall asleep as soon as my head touches the pillow.

**My friends are planning to go to Baguio for our friend's birthday, (that would be on the 6th of October) so I hope that'd do the trick. But short breaks from work seem to make it worse because I can't get off the vacation mode once I'm on it. Gaaad, I hate this. I don't know what I need anymore..